Emily Thorn ( @bpdforlife )

2:12 AM Sep 24, 2018
These are the thoughts I struggle with the most. I don't feel like I'm enough. I don't feel like I belong. I don't feel loved. I have to hide my true self because my family will disown me for living that "lifestyle ". I wish I could find the courage to walk my own path without looking back. I wish I could be myself around everyone else . I wish I didn't have to act "normal" just to keep my family in my life. I just wish I could be truly happy. #PTSD #abuse #adopted #neglected #BPD #adhd #traumasurvivor #trauma #CPTSD #emilythornwithbpdtalk #mentalillness #sicknotweak #nosuchnormal



  • @laluchaxjas 7:16 AM Sep 24, 2018

    😔 It’s hard to go through it without support. Your “true” self is deserving of love 💕

  • @rennieh1976 11:29 PM Sep 24, 2018

    You will ;). It will happen

  • @reyeswhyrosey 6:55 AM Oct 20, 2018

    I'm so sorry ❤️ I think if someone doesn't love you for who you are, they ain't Right for you but then again family is pretty integral. For me I feel though I don't even really have a family. Trying to be like someone you're not in front of em is draining at least for me 😶