Do you ever feel curious about yourself? Meaning that do you ever wonder, why you feel the way you do? Why you think the way you? And why certain things even if you don’t want them to, affect you the way they do? Why is that I constantly think and think about something when I know that it’s probably not right? Why can’t I just maybe block it out and classify it as something that’s just utterly bad and shouldn’t be thought about. Why is our mind so vulnerable and unable to censor things or memories that disturbs us in a way physical abnormalities can’t? Is it possible to ever forget about something completely or do we just build up upon it and hope what caused us torment just fades away? Why does our mind keep going backwards?