Along the path we lost our way/
It’s all a game that I must play/
And now the weak that fall/
Return to ash, defeated after all/
Fade away to the wicked world we left/
As I become The Dark of You... 🎶 .
Some much needed TLC after a night shift where only 1 patient out of 9 patients is a cognitively intact and actually pleasant patient. 4 AVBs (aggressive/violent behaviour warning aka “purple dot”) one probably delirious patient ( #nursefact one major indicator of UTIs in the elderly not many know about is the cognitive component of “sundowning”, aka increasing confusion in the evening, and sleep-wake cycle reversal) who’s ramping up to becoming a 5th AVB that literally would not let anyone do anything all shift (and I mean ANYTHING they REEKED but still told us to go away), no 1:1 care aide for a very demanding young patient (chronologically and mentally), one very confused patient fixated on calling their spouse late at night and then in the morning, and one mildly confused very emotional/teary very elderly lady. Plus there was the code white patient (aka so violent we have to call a code team to do what’s called a “take down” if all else fails) who barely speaks English (thank god today’s PCC was the one who speaks their language, not that it helped that much) that was escalating 10 minutes before shift change.
And they wonder why medical nurse turnover is so high.
I’m spending this week applying for other jobs in my health authority, because fuck I can’t do this much longer. I’m not even at the 1 year mark hours-wise and I’m already burning out. My patience is wire thin and I’m not as empathetic to things I should+used to be. I would literally rather deal with dying patients and grieving families than this, as weird as that may sound.
In the mean time, #breakingbenjamin is here to make it better ❤️
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