My fav Dr who quote, we all regenerate through our lives which shape us to who we are today. I am not ashamed of my past ive had my good moments and my bad but it has shaped me into a stronger better version of myself that i am today. :)
I guess I just miss u every time I breathe, and miss the closeness that existed.
It truly kept my heart smiling.
I’d reverse time if it was permitted but for now, here’s hoping u have all the love, success and happiness that can ever be bestowed on u.
U’re an amazing soul 😘
Barely a difference on the OUTSIDE but 😔🙏🏽 Dear God if you only knew how much I’ve changed on the INSIDE...
In 2011 I was 19 years old, 1 year as a Marine and newly married... life was good until it got complicated...
The Hubs and I were young... damaged in our own ways but in love. Sadly our angels and demons were at war... we fought physically, mentally, and spiritually and it was ROUGH. .
I always thought I was tough... but I should have known my place... I soon did though. .
Years of madness and struggle past us by. But we were “Big and lil Will” we were a team... so we held onto our image...
But as time would have it we grew apart, our spirits fought their hearts out, but the battle grew old and we separated. .
In 2017 we separated although we failed we grew... today I smile but I no longer fear the battle... it’s almost like although enemies we fought for so long that we learned each other better than anyone else... .
The smile then HID a lot of pain and fear but the smile today HOLDS only strength and forgiveness... .
You don’t always have to forget to forgive...
God will ALWAYS come through... in Jesus’ name! Your heart can be set free. Just pray, believe, and you too can make it! .
Happy #transformationtuesday y’all!
🐛Me then 2009 and me now 2019! Wow! What an insane 10 years it has been. Man have I learned a lot, been through a lot and seen a lot! In a nutshell:
I graduated university with B.Sc. Lived in 6 different cities and 3 different countries. Met my fiancé 💍and future husband. 🌿Grew and growing 2 successful businesses.
Lost both parents, 💔 broke my heart into millions of pieces, 🦋rebuilt my heart into a million stronger pieces, but I’ll never be the same.
Sometimes wish I could go back, but not because I wish I were younger, but to have more time with my momma 💜
I feel so loved and yet I also feel so sad. I feel so blessed but I also feel so damned. I feel like I have it all and yet I feel I lost it all. My life is a dichotomy in terms, but it’s my reality... I’m fortunate for what life has brought me. My hard work and dedication
plays a role in my good fortunes, while plain ol’bad luck with the rest. 💫 sometimes it’s hard to see the bigger picture while we are living in it.
Where were you and where are you now? Are you where you imaged yourself?🐾
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