Last night i did something hard. I wish this thing would come easy for me but it doesn’t. I wish i was a natural at it but I’m not. I wish i could just not ever do it and that would be ok, but that’s not possible for me. So the only option left is to just keep doing it no matter what. I picture myself one day doing this with confidence and most importantly with joy.
What is hard for you? Why is it hard? What can you do to take the hard out?
Can't sleep. Well, actually I was running off of about three hours of sleep and finally got some good rest so I'm actually up feeling refreshed. Had a crazy dream were I was reflecting on my own actions and how my past affected my present with someone. It's weird how our dreams can give us a picture of what's really going on. You have to know when to say you have been dissapointed and move on. Realize when the water has turned cold. Time for a social media break again. See y'all in the summer. #youvsyou#bettertoknow#damn#painnow#struggle#dissapointed#havetogetmoving#knowwhentoletgo#left#itried
First week of doing @core24healthclub - #TowerHill#Gladiator Fitness class with Tiffany has been both amazing and absolutely horrifying!!!! I struggled, I sweat from head down to my toes, I almost felt like collapsing, I threw up but in my mind, all I could think was " DO.NOT.GIVE.UP!" I've now got a love and appreciation for what it really takes to be FIT. It really showed me just how big of a part Cardio and Core Stregnth plays in heavy lifting work outs. Tiffany couldn't be a more amazing trainer- Patient yet Firm. Understanding yet Tough. She's helped improved my form and pushed me beyond my limits already and now, Tuesday and Thursday nights are even more exciting. Here's to more nights of going hard, sweating like crazy, feeling my heart almost beat right out of my chest and waking up sore and feeling amazing for it. My diet has kicked in aswell - the shakes, headaches, moody, but I know its Ok because its my body finally realizing that this IS NOT A DRILL - This is a LIFESTYLE NOW. #Workout#Cardio#Stregnth#Struggling#Diets#Core24#Gainz#Muscle#Tone#Fit#Healthy#ItsALifestyleNow#ThanksPatandSteph#PositiveInfluences#PositiveThoughts#PainNow#AwardsLater
The right decision is usually not an easy one to make. I just keep telling myself pain now, gain later. I'll be stronger for it in the end. I just feel lucky that I at least have the opportunity to choose