It wasn’t easy;
my first journey without you around.
A gazillion thoughts
casually sprinting through
my anxious mind.
The thought of coming back,
without you there to pick me up.
The city has always poured
every time I left.
Not sure if they were
to cover your tears saying your hardest goodbye,
Or asking me to comeback soon
to you, my home.
I never cried.
Maybe once or twice.
Not otherwise, albeit.
I came back, always.
But this time it was different.
The rain poured over me
to cover my tears.
Tears of pain
of not being able to come back
The chill from the breeze that blew before it rained sent down my spine;
memories of us scrolled
one by one, rapidly though.
Times we’ve laughed like maniacs.
Times we’ve nagged like parents.
Times we’ve cried to each other
divulging our vulnerable naked selves.
Times we’ve made endless love
Times we’ve lived.
It was still raining as I typed this,
reminding me of our unending walks down the streets of our city,
talking about pretty houses,
about your pets
and everything under the stars.
I miss these things everyday.
I miss you more everyday.
It is not easy staying by myself.
It is not easy, the distance.
It is not.
This is for us to make it happen.
This is for us to unite.
It is not easy.
But we shall endure this
to live together.
: Dearest Husband @izwarrazally,
Happiest Birthday to you, on this date 16th October 2018.
May Allah shower you with His endless blessings, greatest rizqi, good health, great wealth throughout the year and your life. Life is an incredible journey, and there is no one I’d rather have by my side during it than you. Every moment we’ve had together is as irreplaceable as you are. Nothing can ever compare to the love I have for you.
You are more than my husband; you are my joy, my love, and my inspiration. Thank you for being the greatest husband and greatest Daddy to our kids in future insyaAllah.. I hope your birthday is filled with all sorts of splendours and delights this year.
I Love You more than can I say, more than can I write, more than can I show. Love! 😘😍😙😚❤💓💕💖💗💞💟💝
1 706 hours ago
#day14#100daysofgratitude ... Our Willo is working away from home this week and is up to day 3 away from the kids and I. Isn't it lovely how absence makes the heart grow fonder? 😊😊 We're missing him like crazy and George keeps searching behind the phone trying to find the rest of his Dad when we do video calls 🤣🤣 He also spoke his first two-word sentence: "Hey Dad!" Over and over and over again. No wonder Willo misses home, it pretty much oozes love and cuteness. #love#family#familyof5#lovelikethis#lovelikenoother#missyou@darwinwillo