Would you believe me if I said that I was originally gonna make this a happy one
"Peggy? What happened?" You asked your best friend as you walked into the room and saw her crying. "S-steve he's dea- dead." She responded as he took a deep breath to calm her sleep down. You looked down at the ground not only had you lost you boyfriend, Bucky, but now you lost your friend/ best friend's crush.
You took a deep breathing in that you where going to have to comfort her just she did when you lost Bucky. You sat down and rubbed her shoulders. She reached up her hand and whipped a few tears off her face, to not show how vulnerable she felt. You tried to smile at her as you put together what to say. "Peggy, it's ok to cry over this. You don't have to always be strong by yourself, sometimes you have to let the tears out and let others be there to comfort you." She let out a weak chuckle. "Y/n, you should seriously write those quotes down." She said tears continuing to come out. "I actually did." She raised an eyebrow. "When?" "After Bucky, ya know, I grabbed a journal and wrote some down some inspirational some depressing."
She looked at you waiting for you to hopefully show her the journal. You realized that you had taken her mind off of Steve's death for the moment, so you decided to let her see it, you reached into the pocket inside of your jacket, pulled it out, & handed it to her.
"This is amazing." She said looking through the first few pages. Seeing the backgrounds you had designed, each design showing something from the quote. "Thanks." You said shyly smiling. "I didn't know you could draw like this." "I took a few classes back in school." She began to read one of the very first ones which you had written while Bucky's death had recently happened, you quickly reached over it pulled it out of her hands, not wanting to see her cry again. "Hey!" "C'mon there's alot more than just this journal, I have one with just drawing under my mattress." "May I see it?" You nodded as you got up from the chair.
I already knew her work before becoming her fan, but only on October 25, 2015, after I went to the concert of The Honeymoon Tour in Brazil, I became a member of the Arianator's family. Just this year I felt an avalanche of feelings for losing a very important person to me, but thanks to God over time I could understand the situation because, together, my family and God helped in the comfort of pain, but guess who also helped me in this step? Who thought @arianagrande was right, because it was in their songs that I could find the light so that I could smile again slightly. Today there are still reflexes of the avalanche, but their songs still help me and much in this stage of progress and victory, God willing. I know that many may not understand, but it was with the songs of Ariana that I could smile again to life and beyond all understand me. “Tattooed Heart”, “My Everything” and “Just a Little Bit Your Heart” made me cry for the interpretation I took. Came “Be alright” and yes "We're gonna be alright", now it came “no tears left to cry”, “the light is coming” and mainly “breathin” sum up my current state in which today I can perceive that yes “I'm pickin 'it up, I'm pickin 'it up, I'm lovin', I'm livin ', I'm pickin' it up”, yes “The light is coming to give back everything the darkness stole” and “Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, keep on breathin'”. Never three songs summed up my current feeling so well. Yesterday, today and always I thank for everything my family, God and Ariana have done for me, because even indirectly, I can say that YES, WAS VERY IMPORTANT this period of recovery for me, AAAAAAA I was moved in the end, my God! Simply thank you and live the @sweetener that came to sweeten our lifes and live my 3th Arianator's anniversary. 💭💞💫