HEARTBREAK & LONELINESS -
I shared something similar on my story the other day.
But my feelings kept churning & I wanted to share more.
Heres some REALNESS for you -
I’ve felt extra lonely the past week.
I know why I’m feeling this way; I’ve asked my heart what she feels & what she needs. She feels lonely because she desires a partner. Most women do. My heart knows exactly what she wants & needs. There is so settling. And I have to be patient.
But at the end of the day, I have no one to do life with. It’s silent.
No one to confide in.
No one to share laughs with, struggles with, successes with. No one to call my best friend & teammate.
Part of this feeling of loneliness is the season of life I’m in right now & I’m learning how to
embrace it, learn from it, grow from it.
Instead of -
Sulk in it, play the victim & wish it were different.
But it doesn’t mean I don’t hurt.
Because I do.
I’m also a very busy person. I work a lot & I love my job. When I’m not at work, I’m working on my business, growing my brand, fulfilling partnerships & focusing on my clients.
But when the silence comes at the end of the day, I pour my heart into things that FILL ME UP not stuff my voids with things that leave me feeling empty.
What does that look like?
I journal, make time for God, pray, make time for deep relationships with one’s I need & those who help grow me, listen to meaningful music that has an impact on my spirit, connect with my heart on a daily basis & process through my emotions instead of shutting them down, stay physically active which brings me mental clarity, laugh so hard it makes my stomach hurt.
I know I’ll find my person one day.
For now, I’m using this season of life as growth & getting grounded in my own aspirations, my visions & my heart’s needs.
Im growing, changing, learning everyday & its solely because I’m choosing to walk this walk and face my emotions with realness and healing.
If you’re experiencing heartbreak or loneliness, you are not alone. put your energy into the things that fill you up so that you can use this season of life as growth 🌸 god has a plan for YOU.
Such a great time @waypointpublic celebrating 🥳 the holiday season with the team @wholesalewarranties
The entire staff continuously blows me away with their passion for helping RVers, their work ethic, and their dedication to each other and their communities.
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I just want to look in the rear view to see her, my pup riding shot gun and the engine roarin. #heartbeat#dreams
0 101 hours ago
Manchmal kommen diese ewigen Nächte auf, in denen du dir stundenlang Fragen stellst, auf die es keine Antwort gibt. In denen du Menschen vermisst, die schon lange weg sind oder du Angst hast, weil sie bald gehen. Diese Nächte, die dir sämtliche Gedanken durch den Kopf jagen und dir die Frage nach dem Sinn des Lebens stellen. Auf diese Frage habe ich keine Antwort. Obwohl ich sie wirklich gerne hätte beantworten könnte.
Aber es hat sich bewiesen, dass eine Tasse Tee deiner eigenen kleine Welt eine kurze Pause gibt. So eine Tasse meines Lieblingstees, eine Kuscheldecke und eine gute Serie machen so manche Entscheidungen leichter 🍵👼 Hachjaaa 😘