I don't care. And it's not because I'm careless. Nor is it that I lack the ability to give off my emotions. It's because I know what it's like to care too much and give until my cup is so empty. And even when it matters where someone doesn't like me at first glance, how I'm supposed to make them love me? I refuse to beg anyone for a chance. When I act, I act consciously. It's because He is watching me. And I don't care if I've to apologize when I err, because saying sorry doesn't tire me. My ego can take a nice long seat as it watches me remember the dirt is related to me. I do put energy into caring. Actually I care alot when I care. But I'm not going to wear myself out with caring About things that are only meant to break me to the point that I could tear myself apart. I don't care if someone chooses to walk away for no reason. And if someone has made the choice to be too busy to care about a friendship that we planted, I simply don't care. Because there's more important things to care about, than who chooses to be here and who chooses to be there. And if someone wants to be unkind, I really don't care. Because may be they've got circumstances that have made them behave this way. Or may be they forgot that God & His angels are there. I simply don't have time to care about anything that will take me away from being present. And I'm so imperfect but it's perfect because I've so much I can choose to work on. Alhumdulillah. I care when I need to. I know how to care. But there are certain things I've chosen not to carry in my heart and shoulders. To which I've worked hard to say; I sincerely don't care.
How many of you have faced this?