I love you more and more each day. How the hell is that even possible. Also this is the first full grin photo I have ever seen of you. Sorry I’m showing it off for the whole world to see #FutureHusband
Today was definitely one for the books I love you more then you know! I'll never have to pump my own gas again bc my baby got me even when it's cold out. Your a GREAT MAN my love thank you for bringing me get one of another favorite dishes of mines and taking me to get our fav at baskin robins. I felt soo loved I hope you felt the same love❤️ #futurehusband#loveofmylife💕 #mce#iloveyou
Today was hard.
I felt so off center, my nerves felt as if they were being grated against sandpaper, and everything felt like a trigger, something to set me off, something to throw me completely off my course. I was anxious and frustrated and disappointed and upset and my day hasn’t stopped until right now. I just got home at 10 PM and I closed a backpack full of undone homework just a minute ago.
I prayed today through tears for God to reset my heart and renew my spirit. I needed a redo. I needed to find a sense of calm and I needed my feelings to shift right again. Sometimes I think we expect our prayers of desperation to be answered in great and mighty ways, but sometimes our whispered prayers are just a breath of victory.
I spent 5 minutes before I opened this little app to reluctantly share (if I may add... just being real) sitting in complete silence. I focused on the movement of my body, the breaths leaving and entering my body, the sounds I was distinctly hearing, and just being mindful of the beauty that is the present. Now, I drift off to sleep allowing peace to invade the frazzled corners of my heart. And I hope you do too.
7 3622 hours ago
18 days ago this amazing, wonderful, smart, kind, handsome man came home after dedicating his life to the service of our Heavenly Father. I could not be more proud of this man, and everything he has accomplished, and how much he has grown. He has this wisdom that is so overwhelming, and I love listening to all of his stories of his mission. 18 days of all of this amazingness and you know what? I get a lifetime more of this.... and I could not be happier. I love you more than I will ever be able to explain to you my sweet Ruv. And I am so proud of you and everything you have accomplished. Welcome home handsome❤❤❤ #love#returnedmissionary#eternallove#myking#RM#ldscouple#couplethings#ilovehim#futurehusband#iwaited#myforever#boyfriend
Today mark 5 years with this handsome man! ❤️
First of all, thank you for just putting up with me in general. Thank you for cheering me on in everything that I do, whether I succeed or I always know that I can count on you to be there to tell me how proud you are with even the smallest of accomplishments. On the other side, when I fail, I know that you will be there with that same goofy smile and a hug to let me know that everything will be okay. You make me feel good about myself no matter what is happening in my life. That makes you a pretty cool person. Thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder about the hard things, and sometimes the trivial things. I know that I'm emotional and that sometimes I overreact, but I cannot express in words how much it means to me that instead of judging me or urging me to talk about it, you just let me cry. Every time I am struggling with something or when I need someone to talk to, you are there with open arms, and that is one of the biggest blessings in my life. Thank you for being a part of my family. One of my favorite things about you is that you are just as comfortable and respectful around them as you are with me. In my eyes, the approval of my family is not easy, and you achieved it with flying colors by being nothing but yourself. I am so grateful for your respect so that I can spend time with all of the people I love without having to worry about bickering or awkward moments. Thank you for being my best friend when I needed it. When friends would come and go, and when people especially sucked on some days, you were able to be the friend I needed and put the role of a boyfriend second. I've been able to go to you when I need honest advice, and you know when you need to answer as an honest friend, but you also understand when you need to answer as my significant other (AKA "you're obviously right"). You can shift with my feelings, which is more than I deserve sometimes.
And in just 4 short days you will be my husband!
It’s that time of year where we’re encouraged and motivated to be thankful. It kind of hit me yesterday that I want to be more intentional to focus on this all the time..So I’m curious.. how do you focus on thankfulness year round?
This year I said I would do certain things, all I can say is I’ve accomplished all my goals 💛💛💛 and yes I’m single still that wasn’t on my 2018 goals 😂😂😂 I just love this filters. #happyplace#futurehusband#maybeoutofcountry