🌵I fear being left behind. I fear being cracked wide open for all of me to spill out, and seep through the ground around our feet. I fear losing myself in you. Losing myself in me. I fear losing my voice in the droning collective of voices that plague me. I fear breaking in half, unable to put myself together again. I fear shattering from a word, action or thought, unable to collect all the pieces strewn around me.
I fear losing my way, seeing too much darkness to feel the sun come up and greet my skin. I fear looking out onto the horizon and seeing nothing. I fear holding back, holding back so hard that I fold into myself, never to be seen again. I fear eating my way into my demons. I fear the hurtful words I’ve carried with me posing as truth and staring me in the face. I fear the ugly conclusions and assessments that have been drawn about me, being bound into a timeless file.
I fear the people I’ve allowed to hurt me, their faces staining my memories forever, never fading, breaking up, or losing power. I fear all of the ways I have and might continue to bruise myself. To tell myself I’m worthless. I fear the relentless beating of my heart, the terror that enshrouds me when I’m standing on a cliff’s edge about to take a leap of faith. The hands that will pull and summon me back. The bodies that will topple me, push me to the ground, and prevent me from standing up again.
I fear the things I can’t control. The wind that‘ll take me to the places I didn’t think I wanted to go. The debris that will follow and the devotees that won’t. I fear looking in your eyes and seeing my worst faults instead of my best features. I fear missing the love and beauty you dazzle me with because I’m coated in my own, blinding dust. I fear not know when the right time or moment is.
I fear missing the call to action. Walking past the boat that’s come to receive me. I fear not recognizing the appropriate time, or places. Or people, when it matters most. I fear missing out, and I fear missing you. I fear the losses and lows that might teach me. I fear finding myself in the thick of them eons later, still. I fear a lot. I fear it all. I do.
But the point is, I don’t have to.
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#youwillwin#atlast#soshallitbe#amen When a challenger loses a battle, he doesn't stay in the vicinity of the challenge or the contention. If he chooses to remain, he will be conquered again or utterly destroyed.
I speak for many today, even as I speak for myself. The earth is a battleground for the crowns of our lives (the gifts God deposited in each one of us). We all have good gifts to impart the earth, rule over it and all of its content (as we are instructed in Genesis 1:28). The enemy sought to change the order of all things and he failed; he fell; he was banished; and here he has chosen to wage war on you and I over our promise (salvation after the fall of man in Eden) and the gifts of rulership God has bestowed upon every life.
Yet, "The earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof; the world and they that dwell in it." - Psalm 24:1. It means in all essence that God is not unaware of the enemy's activities - God owns everywhere! So, the entire Chapter 43 in Isaiah, we are reminded that God is in charge. Faith quenches fear and so in Isaiah 43 Verse 1: FEAR NOT; Verse 2: GOD WILL BE AVAILABLE TO PROTECT THROUGH THICK AND THIN;. Verse 3: GOD CLEARS ENEMIES OF OUR PATHS FOR OUR GOOD;. Verse 4: THE CONDITION TO RECEIVE; Verse 5: GOD WILL RESTORE AND RENEW, and the verses go on until Verse 13, when God reassures of His unchangeable plan for a person's life and His sovereignty to bring it to pass.
Israel called upon God and in His time he answered. He delivered them. Yet when the Enemy proved stubborn, He consumed them in the Red Sea. That which is a channel of safety and escape for you, will be your enemy's waterloo in Jesus Christ's name. So WHO CAN undo what God has purposed? We must always wait for God. He is never late. He is always on time. "Those who wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength, they shall mount up on Eagle's wings, they shall run and not be weary and they shall walk and not faint." - Isaiah 40:31. We are confident with God.
Fear and love cannot coexist. By choosing love you squash fear before it has a chance to grow and take over. ❤️ Love is eternal and resuscitates us, giving us a new lease on life. 🧡
Fear is negative and often an unproductive emotion that works against us. 💛
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Open my eyes see the big picture it’s to late to change what’s already in place an can’t live in the past no matter how good you are or how hard you try to them it’s nothing ; be somebody an stop giving the ppl who don’t deserve you the chance #smilefirst#sleeplessnights#positive#quotes#fearnothing
⚪️⚫️ Day 19 of the 30 Day Drawing/Art Challenge. Today’s challenge was to draw something that I fear....well, I fear nothing. I feel that it is important to live and carry ourselves in the way that we want to live. So, if I live in fear...then fear shall come, but if I am brave enough to live in the love of that which I enjoy...then love shall come. It’s simple...we just make it seem complicated lol. How did I do?
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Sometimes people move into themselves quickly, some born into a fearless identity and some take time and experience to understand to not fear their own Light.
I have put others before myself countless times. Each time a lesson of Self, boundaries, karma - as though the Thousand that have come before have picked me up and said, “No Child, try again. Look Within.”
I am proud of the many hats I’ve worn - testing the waters of my talents and capabilities as an artist and individual. After years of struggling, I love my Templebody and I love myself Within.
I am not after your opinion - I am not here to throw myself before you so that your inner-terrors become placid waters. I am here to heal the karmic story that came before my presence - to feed every single one of my passionate desires - to honor my inner-Light wisdom, love and compassion - to know that every thing I do, every step placed, is sacred footing from Ancient patterns of The Divine that came before - for my work to guide your own inner-knowing that you are indeed, God.
Yes, I like long walks on the beach (if you were wondering) — I also like to let my hair down, when necessary and appropriate. Through the hustle know that you are allowed (and need) to take the time to reset, reevaluate, and let that hair down baby girl, take a walk, take a breather, don’t be afraid to pivot. Perfection is useless because it cannot be achieved, the achievement is in your efforts. Your efforts to build, but even more so to invest in yourself. Make 2019 about investing in self, a wise man once told me 😉 #denimdreams brought to you by @bluerevivaldenim