I PLAY REAL GAMES/THEY PLAY VIDEO GAMES/I WOULD BREAK THEIR 33 VERTIBRAS #22 BONES OF SKULL #THEY THINK THEY DO PLAYS IN FOREIGN CURRENCY #IM SMARTER THAN UH THINK #I LOVE MY NEURONS #WAIT AND WATCH BABY #I WOULD LOVE TO EAT UR INTESTINE #FAILURE=SUCCESS🖕 #MY PEACE PLACE #KDM#CHEMICALS>GIRLS
You know earlier when I said I might be setting myself up for failure? Truer words could not have been spoken.
Mostly related in the fact that I've been sick. And it's okay, because my ass is about to go to bed and wake up early tomorrow to kick some ass and work on the things that I didn't get to today.
Pivoting and being real about what you can and cannot do matters way more than trying to do everything in one day.
Goal 1 Client Work: Did better with us than expected, I thought I was going to be slow not responsive and just generally wasn't going to do a good job. Mostly because of being sick. Instead I ended up delivering pretty well I'm happy with myself.
Goal 2 VOTE: Didn't do the thing, tomorrow this is my top priority because voting matters.
Goal 3 Halloween Costumes: While I did make progress on this, I didn't complete it. I have a few pieces to make up for it.
Goal 4 Yoga: Stretching in bed and cuddling up to go to sleep counts as yoga right? Right. Goal 5 Customer Research: Hahahahaha yeah, totally didn't happen.
Life is beautiful! So just keep smiling! This is an important photo to me because it represents the person who I am. Someone who’s willing to go against the odds, someone who’s willing to accept their failures and learn from them, someone who’s willing to be happy and live free in their own skin and not care about how people judge you, and someone who’s willing to help others that need it more. This isn’t being selfish or cocky, it’s about having a sense of pride that you must carry throughout your journey and battle to success. If you haven’t found yours, you can. But you have to be willing to make changes and take risk in order to do so. Get started now if you haven’t... #grinddontstop#striveforgreatness#successquotes#positivemindset#motivation#motivator#influencer#behappy#lovelife#success#failure#helpingothers#yougotthis
Not always easy training for a triathlon. Ups and downs and hurdles to getting where you what to be with your fitness level and achievement of personal goals. I’ve been struggling with a calf injury on and off for the past two years and the last week it has plagued my workouts again. Thankful I’m through it quickly this time and back in the train! #success#failure#bringiton#life#fit#fitfam#fitfadnation#run#runner#tritraining
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Sometimes we take a tiny piece of #truth and run with it. We allow #negativethinking to pull all of our basic #fears into a picture.
Then, we dwell on that image until it grows and becomes a full blown #irrationalfear. These are okay to have, but you must work on them or they will grow/take over your life. Our fears should warn us of potential problems not paralyze us into #unhappiness or #isolation.
This entire world is energy, positive and negative, when we dwell on something dark we usually become it or #manifest it into existence.
How Do You Move FORWARD?
When I deal with a #growing irrational fear my #therapists tell me to face it. You must #breathe and look the fear in the face.
For example, my old coworker Sherri was obsessed with being cheated on by her new boyfriend because her old boyfriend lied and cheated a lot using common #gaslighting tactics. This was ruining her #relationship because she fed into the fear. She demanded to see his phone, accused him of lying any time she didn't know where he was and was obsessively stalking his social. He was ready to leave. Finally, I asked her questions to break it down.
Okay, so what if he cheats? I'll be heartbroken.
What would him cheating mean? He was done with the relationship but couldn't admit it.
Is there any part of that situation you could control? Yes, I could have made sure the #communication lines were open and free for his honest #feelings.
Do you trust him right now in this moment? Yes.
Do you love him enough to give #blindtrust? Yes.
Will you be able to forgive yourself if blind trust leads to #failure and #rejection? Yes.
Finally, if that man cheated on you would he be the type of man you wanted? No.
Every single time you face your fears and break them down that fear gets smaller. It's not an overnight win but if you keep chopping at it each day you will win.
You've got dis!
If you read this far, what are your irrational fears?
it’s not great quality writing but it’s for my best friend. he means the world to me and is beautiful but i know he doesn’t see it. i’ve never had such a platonic emotional connection before, but it makes me feel so much safer than any other kind of relationship. i don’t have to ask for you to assure my trust because your actions portray it naturally. you understand things about me sometimes before i understand them myself. occasionally i hate the fact that you relate so well, because it means you’ve had to deal with the same mindset, and you’ve done nothing to deserve that. regardless of the way you may have presented in the past, i know that you’re delicate and not willing to hurt people. the true you is the one within the walls of my room, laughing and doing impressions and smoking and singing. the best of all is that i’ve known you through years and all of our awful phases and our friendship has only strengthened. i love you [ #rant#bored#high#writing#writer#failure#sad#pleaseshootmebeforeimakemoremistakes#love#bless#god#catholic]