okay actually been feeling rlly good! i figured finally cutting off everybody that made me fight for even half-assed support would suck & be lonely, but being positive has been easier than ever. i still have a best friend that’s stuck by me. i’ve been talking to a cool guy & taking care of myself. my writing is getting better. just not caring about shit makes life sweeter
Today I felt off track a little, I am feeling so much emptiness, so much solitude and negativity wants to take over so quickly, but I know I am not alone, I have so many people supporting me. But When I stop working, the minute I just stop doing anything my emotions are mixed up and more than 90% of the time I start to cry because I miss my emotions, I miss how I felt before everything happened... But I still feel that i love him so fucking much, deeply into my blood and soul. Even my broken soul loves him still, but I just can't project that. I smile, I laugh but my energy projects nothing. I'm tired. I will Never Give Up ! Its hard, but at the end of the tunnel there will be something beautiful. You know, a great christmas gift from him would be a fucking giant hug, you know, the "everything will be alright" kind of hug. .. I know damn well all the efforts you put at work to make me smile and laugh and trust me these efforts aren't left unnoticed. You are pure at heart, you are such an Outstanding 😉 person, but dont forget about yourself, please. Yes I'm into pieces, but dont burn yourself on putting so much effort. I need you, you know that, you read me like a book, but don't forget, that the only fact that you breathe helps me get threw the day. All I ever wanted and still want is for you to be 100% real with me. And one last thing, your inner child really makes you really attractive dont you dare change that, ever. On that note, goodnight.... And here is an other Cayo Largo, Cuba picture
👉 Real Talk 👈
The last month + has been really hard. To be honest the only other time that comes close is going through my divorce 16 years ago. I don’t want to discount God’s hand in getting me through this time. I do want to share how much Thrive has helped keep me focused enough to still be able to function, it’s helped me to not be so consumed with the pain of the situation...16 years ago this was not the case. Thank you Lord for providing me with a product that helps my body cope even in the hard times! 🙌🙌
I went deep down the memory lane,
Finding long lost friends in my states.
Who knew it was dream turning to a haunting night,
For of a sudden there were to many fights.
Killing that bond with our souls,
We went to travel in the different roads.
With silence too loud to hear,
We kept on increasing our care.
I went deep down to kill my fright.
But alas, it was another scary night.
These emotions went in too deep,
But lately the burial was not the need.
Friends and enemy were the names
With new ones old let the place.
Who knew that ego was too high,
I was searching the heart in a dark night.
Well, when i had none i had these pure souls around. Men and women who cared and never said loud. I wish to thank you out for being that wonderful blessing to me and us. Yes, you are indeed the best one to trust :)
@toyesh_toshi@_pagal_sharma@itspiyushmishra@poetic._.spirit@devavratchaurasia@theabhishankjain@sunilkumar_13@chahat_778@sharma29shubham@writers_world19@aks_872 and this list is so beautiful.... #wordsofwisdom#emotions#words#poet#poem
We’re halfway through December. There’s 16 days until the new year, and 1 week until the last full moon of 2018. •
I’m not too sure what energy is circulating in the Universe (or has been), but this entire year, especially these last few months, have put a deep calling on my heart. December has been emotional and full of wonder. I’ve been wondering, exploring my feelings, trying to understand my desires, and imagining where I want to go. I don’t know if anyone else has been, or is currently, feeling these strong emotional urges— but, at first I was hesitant about them, but now— I’m trying to listen and tune in to what they’re saying and how what I want aligns with the messages being placed upon me. •
I’m curious to see how the upcoming Full Moon in Cancer (Full Cold Moon) on 12/22/18 plays into this. Until then... be open to hearing the messages and sitting with them and the energy surrounding you. Much love 💜✨
مهمان روزهای آخر است. همان پاییزی که بودنش چنگی به دل نزد. پادشاه زیبایی ها بود و هزاران بهانه داشت برای قرارهای عاشقانه مان.
میتوانست برگ ریزان خیابان هایش، بهانه ی قدم زدن هایمان باشد و باران های بی هنگامش بهانه ی زیر یک چتر ماندن. میتوانست سرمایش بهانه ی در آغوش کشیدنمان باشد و عصرهای دلگیرش بهانه ی دو قهوه و حرف های ناتمام...
اما آنقدر سرد بر روزهایمان تابید. آنقدر بی رحمانه نبودن ها را به رخ تنهاییمان کشید. که حالا در آخرین روزهای بودنش، هزاران آدم با هزاران "امید جامانده در پاییز" چشمهایشان را روی تمام درهای آمدن و برای همیشه ماندن می بندند...
💌 نظرتون در رابطه با عکس و کپشن؟
📊 از یک تا ده به این پست نمره دهید!
✅ برای دریافت کپشن به کانال پیج سر بزنید❤️
❂ پست های دیگه پیج رو هم ببینید☚
You know, in Russian we have one word for both to share and to divide. And also one word for faithful and betrayed. Coincidence? I think not.
I'm sorry for being silent, it's just a hiatus, I'll be back soon ❤️
Я извиняюсь, что пропала с радаров. У меня все хорошо, небольшой творческий отпуск. Скоро вернусь ❤️