I feel everything and nothing all at the same time.
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This little trouble maker is surprisingly the smaller of my two. My more abled four legged tort - Crunchie was named by my 3 year old.
His face hold a permanent frown whilst he stomps up and down his table as if part of the tortoise mafia.
Do you have a miserable tortoise? X
I am surrounded by a million hands
Still i am finding shell in sand.
Thousands of people hover over my head
Still always i try to shed.
Some try to reach into my heart
Yet i am finding my better half.
Some want my shoulder for rest,
My heart is facing nasty test.
All these hands are in my sight
But there is a hand
invisible to my thoughts and eyes.
That is the hand
I want to touch.
That is the hand
I want to reach.
I try to imagine the way it looks
The fingers' shape
When i am holding them
And i feel Soft and nice.
I want to be touched
By those beautiful hands.
hi literally nothing is okay in my life it feels like bc I can’t talk and therefore I feel like I can’t breathe and I hate that being alone in my room at night means thinking too much and getting fuckin upset and wanting to go back to my old habits.
Is it a predestined situation
A product of a deceptive manifestation
Pretending this life of imitation
Signs and signals only to equal one equation
Breathing in hallucinations
Tripping over deliberations
Convincing yourself u can manipulate it
Time ticks impatient
With sorrow filled ramifications
It feels so complicated
And we cant take it
Insted we should just embrace it
Follow suit not chase it
Take every lesson as basics
Were on to greater destinations
Out of our control
Out of our creation
Live life freely with no expectations. #Stashedintheheart