Same tho / you should tell them how you feel, don’t be shy in the group! Just be yourself when you’re around them and always start a conversation you all like to laugh about. That usually helps. • ¡open for confessions!
A little part of me is always scared that I will never be able to find someone who I can trust. That there is something permanently wrong with me. Feelings are so so fickle and having to go through that same hurt, I wonder if it’s really worth it. But love cast out all fear. If our heart can detect chaos and I am sure it will be able to notice the heart that will protect yours. Right? My duality nature for my hate for relationships and wanting that right kind of love is what is annoying.
Daniel Caesar have such beautiful songs and his voice calms me down and makes me hopeful that there is someone out that who will love me in the most beautiful way that I can’t even imagine about.
And the flashback begins!
I revisit all those moments...
How it felt all those years ago?
To be honest,
I was afraid.. so afraid!
Though I said I'd show them all but was dead terrified of proving myself!
The truth is that, a kid.. who grew up on pens and notebooks
is now surprising everyone!
I don't know!
Afraid if I could ever stand.. asymmetrical to the world's expectations!
..of betraying all the people who believed in me!
I straighten my heavy shoulders..
Stepping on the battlefield!
The people I’ve always watched..
are now watching me!
A brief moment of silence.. Reminding myself constantly..
"Make no mistake..
The ground is yours!
JUST BREATHE! "
And in the blink of an eye..
my once in a lifetime play began!
It took only few minutes..
to show the blood I drenched
sweats and tears spilled.. during those dark years!
Though it only lasted a few minutes..
I gave it my all.. I’m f***ing real!
- "HEY, KID! What's your dream?"
- "Mine is to become 'BEST OF ME'..
CANT YOU FEEL?" Though my feet gets all scarred
Even if body aches..
I feel alive.. This is the dream I always wanted to live!
Everyday I promise to myself..
never to lose my integrity..
to always be true to myself!
So that the 'REAL ME'
would never be ashamed of who I become!
This is how I am!
In your eyes,
what exactly has changed about me?
Go tell them..
While they were trapped on someone else's dream
I already started living the dream!
let the haters hate on me..
That's what they're always best at, NO?
Maybe this is an early confession..
Or little belated!
I'm still that 'Stupid Dreamer!'
But I'm so happy!
Without change I keep my essence!
I am MYSELF! 🙏
#confessions : early or little belated (2019)
#Sombre : the tale of mystical #melancholy
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