It’s really great rediscovering passions and not relying on “making myself smaller and sicker” for justification for... existing/self-worth (?) again
I had an awesome day, first in a while, but it ended not so great.
Things are tense with my extended family and after the Fitbit gift and some weird conversations I’m feeling at a loss and days like today remind me what I’m doing all this for again - an actual happy future maybe??
Sadly I also came across a lot of old photos and have been scrutinizing myself badly, and so tempted just weigh myself and “get it out of the way”. I don’t know.
I just don’t want to slip at this point because this is the furthest I’ve gotten without returning to square one 😓