This picture was taken over a year ago.since then I went down an emotional long road. down hill depression sank in and almost swallowed me whole . I almost gave up on my passion and Dream then I realized why am I here. what am I doing this isn’t me this isn’t how I was raised. I was born into a family that didn’t have much struggled bullied . Even was pushed so far to the thought of Suicide came to mind. I struggled for years to overcome it but one day I notice a sigh. A place called Fresno fight club I drove past it a few times ok maybe about year I kept driving past it . But at 22 I stopped I just stopped park outside of Ffc gym and looked in and walked in and that day I got my self back. my life was saved the man I lost inside of me came back started to look forward to something for once . Never once thought I would be a fighter but. I am a fighter always have been just never noticed. My mother once told me . when I was born my grandma would hold me and look at me and say over and over that I was going to be something . I was going to be someone not just anyone someone . a few days later I started to have dreams of me standing in a ring alone bright lights and darkness on the outside of the ring and hearing cheering roars of chants clifford Clifford Clifford over and over I woke up and said to my self I’d be dam if I let her down I’ll fight and I’ll fight to prove her right that I’m going to be someone . not just anyone someone and that is my promise 2019 I’m coming back and I’m going to make it one year to remember. for who ever wants to be on this boat with me let’s make my grandmother right cause I believe in myself and Im going to prove her right #fuck#depression#boxer#fighter#muaythai#champ#3timechamp#3divisionchamp#run#dream#chasindreams#believe#mytime#whodat#fresno#cali#imt#countingstars#oneteam#love#passion#heart#fairtex#lefthand#southpaw@kimpass15@rpaulinept@83elite@rxh2o@redwavetattoo@ricosaldivar
You’ve given me unyielding support, unconditional love, and life itself. I can’t give you anything that compares to that, but everyone should see how gorgeous you are and how much you mean to me.
Happy Birthday to a strong and beautiful Mom, from a proud and grateful son.
I love you and appreciate you, on your birthday and every day. 🌹🌹🌹
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Having barely recovered from the intensity (& heartbreak!) of the SEC Championship game, I wasn’t even remotely prepared for the roller coaster ride of watching the Georgia Class 5A State Football Championship game!! Hard-fought & much-deserved, the Bainbridge Bearcats won the state championship game exactly 36 years to the day from our only other state championship! (12/11/82) So proud of my HS alma mater, and so happy our friends, family & all Bainbridgians so deeply affected by Hurricane Michael have something fun to celebrate! 💜💛💪👊 #BainbridgeStrong#GreatToBeABainbridgeBearcat#WhoDat
Y’all, I can see again!! 👀🙌🏻
My eyes got rapidly worse in the weeks after my 1st #IVF treatment, 8 notches to be exact. My ophthalmologist couldn’t believe how fast my eyesight deteriorated but is pretty convinced it has to do with all the hormones I’ve had to stick in my body. My infertility strikes again! Loving my new glasses but I’m sad to say bye bye bye to the dozens of pairs I’ve collected over the last couple of years. C’est la vie! #infertilitysucks #lambeyewear
Life has been difficult recently with trying to buy a new car and have a baby. And me being out of work (by choice) #worldsokayestbarista but things are starting to look up for us, many life changing things are developing behind the scenes. Some will go unmentioned but here are a few: We are officially moving back to New Orleans, fingers-crossed🤞🏻in 2019 #whodat. Been really #feelingmyself as of late, self confidence boost FTW, which also means our sex life is improving😘 I also found a new therapist a block away from @cafe.pamplona, my favorite coffee shop that I’ve literally been going to for the last 20 years. #hiddencafe That brings me to another relevant topic...
It really breaks my fucking heart💔that my friends feel uncomfortable telling me they’re pregnant or talk to me about their babies. I get it, I really do, I’m trying to have a baby and it isn’t easy but when has ANYTHING come easy for me? My whole life has been one set back and struggle after another but I have come to terms with that fact quite a long time ago. Some people who are #ttc have a problem with their friends’ baby announcements but I’m not one of them. It means so much to me to see my friends start beautiful families, I’m in love😍🥰 And ya know if it turns out that it doesn’t happen for us, we’ll be an amazing aunt and uncle ( #shineonyoucrazyruby) I love y’all. Though, I do appreciate my best friends calling before their “public” announcements, that’s real friendship right there. My #mentalillness that thinks all my friends hate me also thanks you. Most recent call pushed our decision to move back to Nola😉...as long as my friends don’t hate me #borderlinepersonalitydisorder