All of us in our childhood our role models must be our parents. But that was not my story. I did not have a father to take pride in me or even care about me. I have only seen someone who feeds on my dreams. In my childhood I thought that all this harm done to me was done by other parents with their children because they love them. I used to think that beating, humiliation, and insults are a part of every child's life. I thought that years of winter is in every child's home. I thought I would cry every night until my pillow sinks with me is the case of every child in this world. I thought he was angry because I did not obey but he loved me. I thought I was causing his anger, I could not talk about everything that happened to me and my family. I thought I was to blamed. I thought I deserved everything that happened to me. I closed my eyes for years until my childhood passed. Then I realized that he was not a father. I wore my teenager and my heart spilled here and there. I have not waited for a man who breaks my heart because it was already broken into pieces by all the actions of my Father. I did not wait to love to taste the pain. For I experienced the pain early until it became familiar in my tongue. I saw cruelty in his eyes. I felt his tongue bullets, right here *Here I refer to my heart* I touched the fire of his anger until it burned me and I have not been able to extinguish the fire of that war that I have not lit yet. I smelled the scent of every dream that died and faded between my hands. I've tasted the pain that made me deny love even though it fills me. I know I'm not like him. I do not want to be like him.. Maybe I spent most of my life in grief. But the real sadness came from his hands, all the bruises that he scattered in my body have healed, but the worst scars are those that no one can see in my body but in my eyes. "In my story, my father was never my hero"
Too often....way too often we get stuck on what's happening right here and now. If we stand in the rain, our vision gets blurred but we can visualize the end of it...isn't that so? We can remember the day when the sun was scorching hot and we asked for the rain. True? We don't need to be stuck in it. Just find the lesson/ opportunity in it to reduce its momentum and allow better things to come!
Our challenges are a reflection of something we once asked for but we were not clear enough in the asking of it...so it came to us in a different way. That's ok.
Just get clear. Get aligned and get results.
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There are many things in our lives that causes daily stress like driving your car
Stress that repetitive trauma has been putting on your body Repetitive trauma comes from living your everyday modern life the unenviable advance in technology are battering our body.
So everything you do from driving your car, working at a computer, even texting on your phone is pulling your body out of aliment and doing internal damage almost every minute of every day.
Even though you've made the best effort to keep your body in great shape, you are still under attack from repetitive trauma that causes a dangerous health condition call:
Cross syndrome creates fault lines or areas of vulnerability from muscular imbalances and postural disorder that pull your pelvis and spine out of their natural healthy alignments and causes minor inflammation. On the upper and lower back, shoulders and hips. Being over weight puts pressure on your internal organs and body, malnourished Triggers other diseases effective your brain, coordination, balance ability to walk, sleep, mobility, constipation and more
8 Superfoods to calm your nerves relieves stress and anxiety.
1. Dark green leaf 🍃 veggies
3. Foods that are fermented
4. Wild caught salmon 🎣
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And I always love to be with you...
A few days back we stumbled upon the song "Here with me" by Elina from her album "In Hindsight" and we just can't get over it 🎼
With her heavenly voice and a relatable storyline, the song sets us on a mesmerizing journey of the ups and downs of life, reminding us to live in the moment. The song makes us realise the beauty and importance of the present as it explores the bliss of living the present to the fullest with someone you love.