Has it gotten easier? It’s been eight weeks & three days since our #chandini died. It truly feels like I will never recover.
On the very two month mark (yesterday actually)
Our Chandini leaves us two months ago... Since you’ve been gone, my world has come to a halt. Food has lost its taste. I hear no rhythm in music. I see no beauty in nature. My heart feels like it’s being weighed down with a thousand stones. I am numb. At night, I wish for a peaceful sleep. I pray that you don’t haunt my dreams. I hope that the night slips by uninterrupted because each time I wake I relive the horrible reality that you are no longer here with me. I think about you coming back. I think about things I know deep down won’t happen, but I can’t help myself.
It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone. I miss you like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.
I still miss you 😭😭😭
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Two whole months without you. Feels like two decades. I still can't stop thinking about your beautiful smile, it would brighten up anyone's day. 🙏💓 Your beautiful soul is deeply missed everyday. I keep missing you more and more with each passing moment of my life.. I keep praying that hope this is all a nightmare. Yes, till now. But I wake up every morning and it's all the same. Everything is in place, except our hearts and brains. Thank you for giving us so many memories. We miss you beyond measure, love you beyond words our angel 😭👼❤. I just hate this date. 25th. Hate it way too much! 💔💔💔
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